this song for you

Wo NAN GUO (IM SAD) BY 5566

那一年默默无言只能选择离开
na yi nian mo mo zhi neng xuan ze li kai
That year, I was speechless, and could only choose to leave.
无邪的笑容已经不再精采
wu xie de xiao rong yi jing bu zai jing cai
Your innocent smile is no longer scintillating.
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
ni hai pa jie ju suo yi ping ming shang hai
You were afraid of the end result, and hence you lashed out with all your might.
说是我挡住你的美好未来
shuo shi wo dang zhu ni de mei hao wei lai
Accusing me of blocking your glorious future.

你坚决不希望我等待
ni jian jue bu xi wang wo deng dai
You insisted that you do not want me to wait,
我便默默的让你走开
wo bian mo mo de rang ni zou
So I silently let you go.
如今你受了伤回来
ru jin ni shou le shang hui lai
Now, you came back wounded,
叫我如何接受这安排
jiao wo ru he jie shou zhe an pai
How could I accept this arrangement?

我难过的是
wo nan guo de shi
What I am sad about is,
放弃你放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
fang qi ni fang qi ai fang qi de meng bei da sui ren zhe bei ai
Letting you go, letting love go, the forsaken dreams being shattered, and enduring the sorrow.
我以为是成全
wo yi wei shi cheng quan
I thought I was granting your wishes,
你却说你更不愉快
ni que shuo ni geng bu yu kuai
But you said you are more unhappy than ever.

我难过的是
wo nan guo de shi
What I am sad about is,
忘了你忘了爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱
wang le ni wang le ai jin quan li wang ji wo men zhen xin xiang ai
Forgetting you, forgetting love, and striving to forget that we have truly loved before,
也忘了告诉你失去的不能重来
ye wang le gao su ni shi qu de bu neng chong lai
And forgetting to inform you that what is gone cannot be repeated.

my close friend maybe know this for whom

my new hair

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I dont need a litlle boy but I need a man

I don't know what I want. I just knew I wanted  good man, I was looking for a good man but till' now I didn't found them that's why I still love him. I promise if I found a good man I'll forget him forever. He don't care about me anymore (of course you're not his girlfriend !) that's why I hate him but when I thinking about a little memory about him and me my heart is torn and I want him to ease this pain.

sometimes I say "I never wannabe without you"

sometimes I say "I hate you! gone from my mind"

I've fallen too deep and can't get up because no one gave hand for me.  

can I get married like other girls? 

can I get a boyfriend 'again' ?

 sometimes I feel scared, I see mars people are scary.

or .......

because I always meet the wrong mars people ?

or something wrong with me?

"Lack of gratitude, and not sensitive to the feelings"

yes, it's you

I really miss him I really wanted him. he's the one in my heart I know what's going on in my heart but I'm always looking for someone to cover this wound.



The first man that I loved so deeply. The first guy that makes me cry every night. The first man who made me dream about him every night. The first man who made me know about love. The first guy that I can't forget whenever I breathe.

do you think it's about you?