I don't know what I want. I just knew I wanted good man, I was looking for a good man but till' now I didn't found them that's why I still love him. I promise if I found a good man I'll forget him forever. He don't care about me anymore (of course you're not his girlfriend !) that's why I hate him but when I thinking about a little memory about him and me my heart is torn and I want him to ease this pain.
sometimes I say "I never wannabe without you"
sometimes I say "I hate you! gone from my mind"
I've fallen too deep and can't get up because no one gave hand for me.
can I get married like other girls?
can I get a boyfriend 'again' ?
sometimes I feel scared, I see mars people are scary.
or .......
because I always meet the wrong mars people ?
or something wrong with me?
"Lack of gratitude, and not sensitive to the feelings"